Sunday, January 21, 2007

woke up 9.30am today~

late!!!!

zzz~

rushed with my clothes and makeup~

plus my hair~

>_<

then I board bus go home (bedok)~

reached there abt 11+am~

when i reached home my sis was going out~

lolx~

baggy clothes with pink shoes~

omg~

poor taste~

=x

then i proceed to find my VK costume~

then when i finally got to it~

i realised sth~

my dearest mum nv wash the entire VK costume~

she only washed the pants~

much to my dismay~

i have to wear it~ O_O

then my mum start to break news~

"We have declared bankruptcy~ It will come into effect in February~"

i felt super sad~

everything went to crumbles~

it was never good to be rich to start with~

haiz~

now~

we have to move out of that house~

I can no longer study if i even want to~

My life fell to pieces~

everything is in shambles~

i dunno what i can do~

i dunno what to do~

I'm at a lost~

i feel super depressed~

then after that i rushed to the meeting with the VK cosplay group~

then i went to my fren's bdae party at marina (steamboat)~

all the while i was super hyper and i kept smiling and laughing~

know the reason why?

coz i what to forget what happened~

i want to forget what my mum told me just now~

but~

when the gathering ended~

i felt lost again~

I'm still the same old lonely person i am before~

no one can help me anything~

I can't smile anymore~

I can't laugh anymore~

I'm just a doll without life~

_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 12:36:00 am__


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